As I sit here longing to read the bible I’ve come to a place where I am unfamiliar with, not quite a crossroad nor a bridge but something like a path.
I no longer see God or the Devil I just see what is in front of me but its not like I see a road of opportunity or success just the road in front of my house.
I no longer yearn to wonder where it leads to, the bends and curves no longer excite me. It is just what is in front of me.
Do I look up to the stars for heaven or within myself?
Do I believe in heaven?
Do I believe in a higher power?
Do I believe in the Devil?
Do I believe in hell?
As I sit grabbing for the words in my minds thesaurus to form a question with the vocabulary in my mental dictionary I feel a void of emptiness of no self worth.
Feeling like drake asking myself:
Where am I going?
What am I doing?
Maybe I should pick up mankind’s rendition of the good book and seek something…is hope,luck or faith I desire?
Posted on Thursday, 1 September 2011
